Press day.

For being press day, and it being a day earlier this month than it normally is, it's actually not so bad.
I'm pretty calm, and I think we're making pretty good time. I hated a design that I did for this paper, but decided to totally change it up this morning and now love it :) as do my advisors.

I'm currently looking over the pages and listening to an orchestral version of The Legend of Zelda music :)

I can't wait for this weekend. It shall be lovelyy.

It's press week.

We go to press tomorrow.

And I'm just about ready to smash my head into my desk :)
Not only do I have a huge headache, but the design/photo I'm working on aren't working the way I want :( Not cool. Not cool at all.

Disappointment.

I got my History research paper back today. I got a 65.. But, luckily, he is allowing corrections to be made for those who turned it in on time. If I do this, I have the possibility of earning back half of the points I lost. So, I can at least pass.

It's my own fault that I got such a low grade, but I'm still incredibly unhappy with it. And since my teacher knows I'm editor-in-chief of the paper, I have a feeling he's probably questioning why right about now. -_- But in my defense, I hate history. I hadn't even heard of my topic when I was assigned it. So of course my paper isn't going to be my best work if I didn't look forward to doing it in the first place. But oh well.

It's going to be a busy weekend.. And honestly, I'm not really looking forward to it >.<




I just want it to be the end of the month already, honestly..

Today feels like a good day.

I woke up this morning, still craving more sleep; there were onions in my breakfast burrito (I hate onions with a passion); I spilled coffee on the shirt I planned on wearing today; I was running late for work and I currently have headache, and yet I feel amazing. I'm in such a great mood.


But, I have a lot of work to do. So I shouldn't waste time writing on here >.<

When a day that starts off incredibly shitty can end up being amazing, that's when you know you've managed to grasp something of true greatness.

A sense of relief.

Because of my horrible habit of procrastination, I spent all yesterday and into this morning working on a History research paper that I had to turn it at 9 this morning. I ended up falling asleep at 1:30 this morning and somehow managed to get myself to wake up at 4:30 to finish the paper up. So, I'm running off of 3 hours of sleep. Plus, I have a huge headache. But I suppose I feel better now that the assignment has been turned in, although I'm sure I'll fail it anyway..

Today feels like a shitty day. Not only do I feel a sense of disappointment from several people toward me, but I feel a bit disappointed in myself lately.. I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore, and honestly, I don't know that I care. I seem to have lost motivation to do anything I used to be passionate about. Which makes me feel like I've lost the will to live. I don't know what to do...

I need something to just come up and kick me in the ass. Something inspirational to just punch me in the face. (If I know you in person and you read this, no, I do not want you to kick me in the ass or punch me in the face, thanks.)
But seriously. I need some inspiration/motivation. I hate this feeling.

I hate History class.

That is all.