Thursday, April 21, 2011

This is so beautiful. Cello and The Legend of Zelda, both amazing things :)

Press day.

For being press day, and it being a day earlier this month than it normally is, it's actually not so bad.
I'm pretty calm, and I think we're making pretty good time. I hated a design that I did for this paper, but decided to totally change it up this morning and now love it :) as do my advisors.

I'm currently looking over the pages and listening to an orchestral version of The Legend of Zelda music :)

I can't wait for this weekend. It shall be lovelyy.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

It's press week.

We go to press tomorrow.

And I'm just about ready to smash my head into my desk :)
Not only do I have a huge headache, but the design/photo I'm working on aren't working the way I want :( Not cool. Not cool at all.

Friday, April 15, 2011


I got my History research paper back today. I got a 65.. But, luckily, he is allowing corrections to be made for those who turned it in on time. If I do this, I have the possibility of earning back half of the points I lost. So, I can at least pass.

It's my own fault that I got such a low grade, but I'm still incredibly unhappy with it. And since my teacher knows I'm editor-in-chief of the paper, I have a feeling he's probably questioning why right about now. -_- But in my defense, I hate history. I hadn't even heard of my topic when I was assigned it. So of course my paper isn't going to be my best work if I didn't look forward to doing it in the first place. But oh well.

It's going to be a busy weekend.. And honestly, I'm not really looking forward to it >.<

I just want it to be the end of the month already, honestly..

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Today feels like a good day.

I woke up this morning, still craving more sleep; there were onions in my breakfast burrito (I hate onions with a passion); I spilled coffee on the shirt I planned on wearing today; I was running late for work and I currently have headache, and yet I feel amazing. I'm in such a great mood.

But, I have a lot of work to do. So I shouldn't waste time writing on here >.<

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

When a day that starts off incredibly shitty can end up being amazing, that's when you know you've managed to grasp something of true greatness.

A sense of relief.

Because of my horrible habit of procrastination, I spent all yesterday and into this morning working on a History research paper that I had to turn it at 9 this morning. I ended up falling asleep at 1:30 this morning and somehow managed to get myself to wake up at 4:30 to finish the paper up. So, I'm running off of 3 hours of sleep. Plus, I have a huge headache. But I suppose I feel better now that the assignment has been turned in, although I'm sure I'll fail it anyway..

Today feels like a shitty day. Not only do I feel a sense of disappointment from several people toward me, but I feel a bit disappointed in myself lately.. I don't know what the hell I'm doing anymore, and honestly, I don't know that I care. I seem to have lost motivation to do anything I used to be passionate about. Which makes me feel like I've lost the will to live. I don't know what to do...

I need something to just come up and kick me in the ass. Something inspirational to just punch me in the face. (If I know you in person and you read this, no, I do not want you to kick me in the ass or punch me in the face, thanks.)
But seriously. I need some inspiration/motivation. I hate this feeling.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

I hate History class.

That is all.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Heavy in Your Arms

I've been listening to this song on repeat all day. I love it :)

I hate school work.

I tend to be really good at procrastinating. This always bites me in the ass. Especially when I have a 5-10 page research paper due in History class on Wednesday and today is Monday. Not to mention, History is probably my worst subject ever >.<

If anyone reads this and knows anything regarding the topic Naval Disarmament Treaties of the 1920's, feel free to enlighten me :) Cus' as of right now, I don't know shit. :/

If it wasn't bad enough already, I have a really hard time focusing to get any work done.. I'm sitting here, with headphones in my ears, trying to seclude myself from all my surrounding, and I still can't seem to focus. Rawr.

Oh yeah, also, my horoscope for today basically called me a fatty. How sweet, haha.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

I messed up the design of my blog's layout the other day. And I'm too lazy to fix it. I don't like it though -_-

Friday, April 8, 2011


I'm sitting at work, where basically all I do is sit at a desk, doing whatever I need to do (most of the time nothing at all, really). I feel energy running through my veins. I feel the need to get up and run laps, but I feel as if I did, my legs would crumble beneath me.

I hate this feeling of unproductiveness. Pure laziness, really.

But, I suppose I'm not being completely unproductive. For I'm attempting to work on classwork to keep me from failing. And working on stories for the paper.
But as far as photography/Photoshop/design goes, I feel like I've lost all motives to do any of it. I hate that feeling. I think I can honestly say that it is one of the worst feelings I have ever felt in life. And sadly, it's something I feel on almost a day-to-day basis...

Blah. I need to do something artistic. Like, right now. -_-

Thursday, April 7, 2011

I've never wanted something as badly as I want this right now..